3 Years In A Fishbowl

I'm actually writing this almost a month later (28 June) trying to sum up my three years of living in this country, and I'm virtually speechless.

I really don't know how to say how I'm feeling right now. Looking back at last year's post, I admit that my feelings are pretty much the same as what I said before.

Lately though, I've been going out drinking socially a bit more with like-minded associates, which has given me more of feeling of belonging, whereas previously I felt like a high school outsider looking in.

Also too, I've been attending a few parties which have been enjoyable, so I think things have gotten better. How long can I sustain this? I have no idea.

When the ride's over, I can hopefully say I haven't had too many regrets.